"I knew that I was in deep trouble, and I did the only thing I knew to do—I went away to a mountain hideaway for prayer and fasting. It took about twenty-four hours to shake free of preoccupation with my own wounds and to focus on the excellencies of God. As I did, slowly love began to be rekindled. And with love came joy." - Robertson McQuilkin, former president of Columbia International University
Whether it's suffering that draws near to you or your heart that is drawn out into temptation, the mind of the flesh spins to get out of a thing or into a thing. This is preoccupation for self-sufficiency - rooted in arrogance because it believes there's a happiness apart from God. The very thought process that cannot pray "thy will be done," is the same mindset that chooses the wide gate and the easy way...and no light to illumine thy path. When you find yourself preoccupied with many things, it is time to sit at the feet Jesus and worship.
"But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her." - Luke 10:40-42
Worship is preoccupation with God. It fights other preoccupations by saying, "If the Lord wills, we will live and do this or that." (v.15). Worship is the conviction and commitment that God and God alone will be our preoccupation! How about you - is God your preoccupation? If not, there is a good chance that something already is. If so, turn to Christ and confess that He is enough!
"Too many Christians worship their work, work at their play, and play at their worship. We must learn to work at our worship so that preoccupation with God becomes delightfully habitual." - Karen Burton Mains in the hymnbook, Sing Joyfully